When am I ever going to get better?

Posted by Becky on 2/15/99
OH ya'll. I am sooo discouraged. I was doing so well at the beginning of last week. I hurt now. I don't want to live anymore.
I am not having to take pain meds as much but I still can't do anything.

I started Massage today. The person really knows what he is doing. He said one of my tendons below the fascia is very tight. Yeah I know this. Anyway, I am going to try it a few more times and see if it helps. IT is expensive so I won't be able to continue just because it feels good.

I am doing alot of the ice, heat, ice thing alot. I am so tired of having to sit all the time, of having to wear my running shoes with Orthotics etc.... I mean, we all know wheelchairs don't solve the problems. IT is week number 6 for me. I am trying be positive but it is so darn hard. You all have been so great to me, responding to my e-mails, trying to encourage me, laughing and crying with me. But it doesn't make the pain go away. I need to stretch more but it seems so useless. I want to be PAIN FREE now. Thanks again to all receive my e-mails. It helps me get through this. Barely. Thanks for listening.
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