Don't worry I am not going to do anything drastic
Posted by Becky on 2/16/99
It is just hard sometimes. I am a strong Christian and know I have a reason to be here. I can't go until the Lord calls me home. It is tough. I went to a China alumni thing tonight and loved it. I know that I am supposed to go back but I have to get better. I jsut have to. I can't go to China with this pain. Dayna thanks for your genuine concern. I would never take my life even if I were confined to bed or a wheelchair. The pain just takes over sometimes and is overwhelming it messes me up. I am on prozac and that helps me to get out of bed and deal with the pain along with my new little routine of ice, heat, ice... I am going to get another massage tomorrow. I hope it loosens something. Blessings all and thanks for being here!!!
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