I have thought long and hard about what to do, and am still thinking.
I know that the doctor is pushing for the surgery, but I still am not convinced that is the best way to go.
If I do have it, I know that as before, things here at home won't be any better, and have to prepare for that.
The only things that bring me comfort anymore are my animals that I have around the house. They seem to be the only ones around who give you love no matter what or how you feel. They don't care what you look like, but are there.
Keeping a good thought, and thanks again. I really appreciate all that this has done for me.
CJ
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