I feel the same way you do when it comes to rather having your foot cut off......I have a confession to make....There have been times in the last 2 years that if it hadn't been for my baby and all of the love and responsibility I have for him, I would have already taken my life. This is complete honesty. He is the only thing that keeps me going.
This is the worse and hardest thing I have ever went through in my life.